this is saddening... i will NOT be handling any money ever again. at least money that is not mine. ngrrrr... i just feel like smashing something now and break it into a million pieces and shout out loud till the whole world think i'm mad! yesterday and today, are like the days that i got MOST furious. things are falling apart. well not really. i just feel so angryyyy all the time. the best thing that can happen now is a time machine appears in front of me and i can go back in time so i WONT have to deal with all these trouble. and NO. NOONE can help me with us. i'm all on my own. will blog later. now its just releasing my anger, and I'M NOT DONE WITH IT!